10-8-14, of Weddings, Teen Wolf finale.

I do not know where the time went, but it feels like I have so many things to do, and so very little time for it. I do not know why I am busy most of the time too. Oh nooo, what am I doing? I don't even know already. All I know is that I have been spending a week doing this, no idea why I kept this for soooo longggg! And let me warn you, this is a very long one!

So, on the 10th of August, his family came over to discuss about the engagement month, it will be in the month of June next year. We all know how I would react, I was so shy, obviously! I mean having his brothers stare at me whilst the ring was being presented, was intense. I do not like being the centre of attention. However, we are thinking of for-going the engagement, and instead moving the wedding date earlier. I do not know what the final plan is yet, but I am pretty excited to find out after the first wedding in January! Let's just focus on that first, one thing at a time. (No one cares man, why are you even telling everyone this again? Lol -.- )

Weddings

The wedding for January is coming and I am sooo excited for it! Though it is not mine, I love helping out. So, Raya is over, and back to our normal busy routine of preparing for the wedding! We are a bit behind time, and is rushing to get our clothes and alteration done. It is pretty exciting!

I had to miss Puteri and Iskandar's wedding, I apologise greatly! I really wanted to be there! You look stunningly beautiful Puteri! So does Adar too! I wish you two the very best! #IPlovestory

Recently, my Secondary school classmate got married and I am happy that I got invited and got to attend the wedding. It is like a mini gathering for us too. We have not seen each other in a long time, wait no, I have not seen the others in a long time and it was so nice to see them! I have bumped into her a few times here and there as we live nearby to each other. The food is amazing, the decorations are well done too! That is no all, well, being me, the clumsy me, I had to miss a step and fall, hoping that no one except for my friend who was walking beside me, saw me. It was so embarrassing! And I managed to stay the same, small as always!

Teen Wolf end of Season 4

As busy as I am, there is no such thing as too busy for Teen Wolf. I will try my very best to squeeze time to watch. So, we have  reach the end of Season 4. It is sad. Really sad! I am really looking forward to see what Jeff has planned for us in Season 5! The ending of season 4 was really intense. A lot of things going on. Mind you, if you have not watch it yet, this will probably spoil it for you. Whoops?!

Well, Kira was stabbed by Scott, almost died, but learn how to heal with pain. What a relief! I really like Kira and I want her to still be alive! Luckily she found out that the Berserker is Scott! She received her first tail at the end of it.

 

 

  
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I have had it with Kate, really, but at the same time, I do not want her to be killed out of the show just yet because I am one confused person.

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They almost killed Scott because Kate turned him into one of the Berserkers. Poor Scott! However, he managed to break out of the Berserker though, with the help of Liam. Our precious Liam who also managed to learn how to control himself during the full moon thanks to Derek and Stiles! He's so adorable.

 

 

 

 

 
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The way he worries about Scott! I am sorry (probably not), Liam is just soooo cute! And at the end of the day, they definitely have each others back! 

 

 

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Well, Derek almost died, it was so heartbreaking. I thought he was actually gonna die and teared up when Braeden cried! It turns out, he was just evolving. He actually lost his supernatural ability too for the time being. But really  gained it all back and managed to destroy the Berserker! Awesome!

 

  

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And so, Stiles and Malia is okay. I really like the final scene where his dad went for pizza with Malia locking him behind!

 
 
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We still do not know for sure what Parrish is yet. Lydia is helping him with that (YAY!)! Really happy that Chris made it alive! So all in all, it turned out good. I want more of it, and as impatient as I am, I/we will have to wait for Season 5 for that!

  

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Until then, happy waiting :) / :(!

Till then,
XOXO

Update for Melissa & Joey. Welcoming back Teen Wolf.

I hope everyone is doing okay.

I know it is bad stealing some time from work to do this, but I'm just excited. I know, I am weeks behind this, but ohh well? 

First off, Mel and Joe! The ending is really awesome! I mean, we all got what we expect (and badly want) to happen. It is such a sweet ending. But, what got me annoyed with is Zander and Lennox. I mean, what is up with Zander having 2 female room-mates? If I were Lennox, I would never be okay with it (Although she was trying to be okay with it-playing hard to get). Also, I find it a bit weird for Erin Sanders to act all sexy-like. Lol, I have seen her in Zoey 101 as Quinn Pensky, as the nerdy girl, and wow she is beautiful, and it is still weird to see her in that way. Nevertheless, she really did a great job! And so did Meaghan Martin. Moving on, there is Marco, so Lennox is kind of in between Zander and Marco. I really don't know who is the better choice for her, really. Haha! And not forgetting Joe's surprise daughter, Dani, who is a lot like Joe himself. But the most important thing is, Mel & Joe finally happened! They are officially married!

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Okay, have you watch the new season of Teen Wolf yet?! The recent episode has got me looking forward to the next one, and I cannot wait for it. It is the waiting that kills me a little. Kira is so funny in that episode. Remember where she tried to get all sexy and she fell? Haha, nice save though when she asked Liam to the party!

  
  
  
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Yeah, that cracked me up a little bit. Anyway, I am excited that there are new Teen Wolf members. I sure do miss the old ones though! Allison, Isaac, the twins and especially Jackson. Styles has been my favourite so far! He is just one funny guy! I know I am a bit late on posting this, I'm sorry, time has got too fast now! Anyway, Liam is pretty cute don't you think so?

Then there is this guy and his girlfriend,

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And Parrish

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And the most sweetest moment ever!

 
 
 
 
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You're okay Liam. You're okay! A huge sigh of relief when Scott came. My heart just melt when Scot and Liam was having a moment.

Okay, I guess I shall stop here for now. If not, this will be a never-ending one.

Till Then
XOXO

Age, A big thank you to my parents!

Recently, it was my dad's 49th birthday, he joked about how it seem like as we grow older, the cake somehow gets smaller! I am not a cake lover, not so much of sweet things. Okay, maybe sometimes, I will tend to crave a slice of cake, but I definitely do not classify myself having a sweet tooth.

I bought him a brownie for his birthday and it is still lying in the fridge, told you we are not into sweet treats that much. As I grow older, I tend to miss out the fact that my parents are getting older too. As I am too busy working and sorting my life out, my parents are still doing the same thing. I hope I have been a good daughter in their eyes. I hope that I can help them and assist them in any way that they need me to. I hope that I can be as independent as I can be, figuring things out on my own and not to always having to rely on them that much when I need something. Lastly, I hope to be able to be as successful and patient as they are with me and my siblings in future, hoping that I can return their kindness by taking care of them, like how they took care of me. Okay, might have gotten teary-eyed for a moment there.

Writing about this is making me miss a little bit of my school life. Let's face it, I am not a fun person by myself. I am more awkward in a big group of people. I am a quiet person unless I am close to you. I miss my friends from school. When you start to work,  you get to see less of them and more of work. So meeting them once in a while means the world to you because it is sweet to squeeze in a little bit of catch-up time from time to time.

So, you're in your twenties. Relatives are asking about work, or whether you have any intentions of furthering your studies. So, as for me, I say no. So here comes a bit of lecture, not from my parents, but my relatives of how higher education is important. Yeah well, so is money too. Haha? Anyway, I have made my mind up to just work, help my parents and get married. Haha.. Sounds like a pretty good plan to me.

I am just so very thankful that I have my lovely parents to help me and guide me in every way that they can, though at times, they expect me to be independent in settling my own things, that has helped me in a way that I don't have rely on them a lot. I am sorry if I was defiant in my younger days (okay, maybe I still am now, but that's different, I know how to take care of myself more now, hehe), throwing tantrums and all. Now that I am older, I understand that how you raised me up, will shape how I am. Thank you ibu and ayah for being my pillar of strength whenever I need it. I love you both so very dearly! 

Till then,

XOXO

Melissa and Joey

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So, I have been keeping myself busy with watching Melissa and Joey. It is just so addictive and I just can't get enough of it. I watched it from Season 1, thanks to my brother. They are actually pretty funny and I must say, a good watch. It is like my cheer-me-up when I feel sad. Also, it makes me smile like a weirdo trying so hard not to laugh out loudly. I tend to do that a lot while on the way to work, or on the way home from work just to keep myself company. I am on Season 3, and the only thing that I want to say to them is, "GET MARRIED ALREADY!". Yeah, I am actually looking forward to that really bad. I know, I should stop obsessing over this, but I just can't help it. They look so good together!! 

I mean look at them..

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And the funny moment when Mel wanted to tell her dad something...

Haha, I mean how adorable was that moment there! Don't even get me started on Lennox and Ryder! Okay, I shall stop now.

So to end of this short post, welcome back, Teen Wolf and The Fosters! I am such a happy person! 

Till then,

XOXO

Insecurities.

Well, here is another big word. Insecurity! We all have them, no matter how big or small they are, all of us have it. Whether it is your physical appearance, or your confidence, or with someone. If you don't, that is actually really good.   

I have some of my own as well. Mine is in fact my height. Let's face it, I'll be stuck in this body that I have for a long time. So, being small, does have its ups and downs. With my height, I am often seen as invisible especially in a public transport, example, the MRT, also known as the train. People tend to squeeze in and it does get frustrating because just because I am small, it automatically means I do not need space. What happened to personal space here? In a public transport, there is no such thing as personal space. Well, what did I expect, it is a public transport after all, haha, stop complaining and get a car already, LOL. Anyway, I am getting out of point here.

I am small person, it is like my age and how I look like is so much different. Like I am stuck in a ten-year-old body. Even ten-year-olds are taller than I am. With my height, I tend to be insecure of what I wear too. I get sad that I will not look good in certain outfits and I have to look for a dress that either sits just above my knees, or a long dress, never in the middle. 

Other than my height, comes the weight issue. No, I am not a small skinny person, I am a bit fleshy too (And yet I don't do anything about it, besides complain about it, LOL). Who else is with me on this? So, whatever I wear, I tend to be wary (Yeah, it is repetitive). I'm human too, complaining about things. But that is also not the point here. The point is that no matter how flawed you think you are, you just have to appreciate and be thankful for everything that you have. Someone else have it worse than you do. Yes, I tend to get unappreciative from time to time, but I remind myself that I am one lucky person to be having a home, shelter, family, able to afford food and I am able to do the things that I want.

There is also the issue of being insecure towards your partner, or if not, someone you care about. Communication is mostly the effective solution. It is not easy to open up to someone. But once you try it, it will get easier. Sometimes communication does not solve the issue, and that is where you have to think how the relationship is going to work. I am sure you will not want to suffer in silence. Have someone to talk to, might not be consulting your own partner, but have a friend that you can share your problems with. Or go for counselling if it helps you. Okay, shut up Irah, what do you know about all this right! Lol.

So, to all you beautiful flawed people, I may not know you, but I assure you that I care about each and everyone of you. If someone treats you badly, call you names or just make fun of your insecurity, smile and thank them (I know it is hard to ignore, and sometimes ignoring does not work too well-consult help from someone you trust), because deep down you know that they are jealous for not being as fabulous as you are/will be. So, a big hug to all of you out there!

Stay strong and fight on!

Here's to end off this post!

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P.S: I have been delaying this post for such a long time, not sure about posting it either, but here goes.

Take care and have a good day/night!

Till then,
XOXO