Of Bad break-up to Engagement ( Not Mine Obviosly :( )

So, this video above has actually inspired me a lot. We all go through this stage once in our lives. For those who had a good relationship, Alhamdulillah. For some of us, we're not as lucky. Yes, I have been in a bad relationship. And I kept going back again and again to that same relationship back then, which is well, not smart. 

He broke up with me thrice and you know little me, accepted him back few days later when he said  that he wanted me back and all those stupid sweet words that I fell for. So in 2010, I decided to tell myself, enough is enough, I can't keep living like this! So I just started to act so cold towards him, saying mean things, even called him a coward once(Sorry, not sorry?) for breaking up with me simply over a text message. And basically ignoring me like i didn't even exist before our break-up, and asking me to go home and rode off his bike leaving me there when I dropped by to sort things out. What kind of a person does that to you? Simply not the one who loves you. And maybe, I admit I was desperate and dropping by to see him was a bit too much? I didn't know what I was thinking then. Oops? Therefore it's time for me to break that cycle, I didn't want to get hurt again.

So during that bad break-up, I was grateful that my back then friend and now boyfriend was there for me every step of the way. He helped me get better, he helped me improve on my emotions, he helped me get back up on my feet and most of all, helped me move on. And in 2011 he finally asked me to be his girlfriend. It was the most amazing thing that happened! I still remember clearly how he asked me. Hehe, he made me the most happiest girl! 

I mean yes, in a relationship there's not always happy moments, there has to be sad or bad moments too, to balance things out. It's how you overcome that matter and work things out matters most here. And yes, he hasn't really drag the matter for days and leave me hanging for days, usually he just settles it first. Although there are days I just feel emotional, I mean I didn't mean to drag it for days but you know being a girl sometimes confuses me too. Haha, okay, so maybe that's just an excuse to cover up the fact that I'm a sensitive person. 

So, to sum things up, as the video says, you need to know when to stop accepting and getting yourself hurt. Step up, let go and try to move on. 

On a brighter note, I went to my Best friends' engagement on 7.12.13, it was absolutely pretty! She looks beautiful and the most happiest! Well, who wouldn't be right? Lol! So beautiful! Did I mention beautiful?Because it really is! Haha. We spent a bit of time with Nad, have a chat, admiring the ring, the gifts and off me and Liyana go to Causeway Point to walk for a bit. And we decided to just sit at Coffee Bean and well just talk because our feet were tired and wants to rest. Heheh! Bought Red Velvet Iced Cocoa! It was amazingggg! Hahaha!

Well, that just sums up my weekends, cause I'll be doing nothing on Sunday except laze at home, eating cereal in bed(Fruity Pebbles are awesome!). Yes, that's how lazy I am!

XOXO